When we trust that we are an intimately and intricately connected to and part of the greater whole,
then there is no need to violate universal law.
Sneaky manoeuvres to try to gain power and control are not needed,
When we realise love can never be destroyed, bought or sold.
Yet many right now are sure they know how things will turn out.
What is the right or wrong way or the appropriate plan of attack.
Righteously banging on about what they want or don’t want.
All just freaked out inner children attempting to play god.
Until we let go of our false sense of security we will continue to need to manipulate and dominate in order to feel safety.
Yet that will never satisfy or nourish this need, because any successes achieved or gifts received through this distorted method simply cannot sustainably flourish from that kind of seed.
Because the very ground it has sprouted from is steeped in a soil full of fear and confusion, a tragic scarcity based illusion and a profound disconnection from the true cyclical nature of our evolution.
This remembering is deeply exposing because it takes us back to the helplessness and fragility that is at the core of our human existence and all the places inside of us where we are in still in major resistance.
Still trying to hold on and have it all our way.
Still thinking we are immortal that can control our fate.
Still desperate to not face our inevitable death and decay.
Deeply disconnected from the greater ecosystem that has something very different to say.
The molecular structure of control and manipulation is coded with primal survival fears and a lack of consecration to loves continuous presence despite the current manifestation.
Whether it be deeply heartwarming or completely horrifying recognising whatever is happening is a part of life’s sacred unfolding.
This inability to recognise the yin/yang, death/rebirth cycle doing its thing causes us humans to always try to ‘do our bit’ and step in.
This rampant use of control and manipulation requires some serious reconsideration as it is completely f* king with what is natural and sacred.
And this isn’t about pointing fingers, deciding who is the enemy trying to take our power away.
But about considering maybe none of us were ever meant to believe we had so much in the first place.
Maybe we are all guilty of believing we were more infallible than we ever really were.
And it’s time to get humble, bow down and listen to her.
Letting the personal ego-ic desires fall apart and fade away, as we curl up in the great mother’s arms and let ourselves feel the depth of our grief all the way.
Opening up wide and letting ourselves surrender and fall.
As we simultaneously say yes to our role in the collective consciousness shift taking place for us all.
And where to start?
How do we get through?
I mean it feels so overwhelming right?
What do we do?
Take everything online?
Cash in our money for gold?
Expose the deep state powers that be?
A broken system is failing for sure and there’s a scrambling from many to keep it alive.
Yet maybe the answer is to just let the current system die.
The world was doing just fine before we arrived, and it will continue to do so once we’ve all said goodbye.
Im not being nihilistic either, it’s total possible we can thrive and survive, all the solutions are all available right now written in nature’s design.
In indigenous wisdom, in ancient ways; sustainable regeneration is absolutely possible if we were really willing to change.
There’s no way this will happen though if we don’t each individually do our part.
Cause when we still hold the same frequency of manipulation and control inside of ourselves we’ll keep feeding a system that’s destroying us fast.
Now more than ever our inner work is a priority.
As we prepare for the inevitable chaos that is coming for society.
Who do you want be when the world as we know it is ending?
This is the question right now that requires our deepest tending.
So perhaps take some time with yourself while you are locked down in isolation at home.
Look at all the controlling places deep inside of YOU that always desperately need to know.
All the ways YOU manipulate to feel powerful and safe, All the ways YOU run from chaos or try to get your own way.
Look at all the ways you fear death and want a sure thing.
Look at the ways you’ve been trying to hold it all together and desperately cling.
Look at all the ways you want to blame and shame.
Face all the parts of you that have been playing the same game.
Cleanse all of that out and let your own molecules rearrange.
Return to the purity and innocence that Is your natural state.
Because no matter what happens next, If we do the inner work we can trust.
That a new world IS birthing And its starting inside of us.
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Im not too proud to admit.
It’s sometimes scary being a single woman in these times.
Under no mans protection,
With only yourself or the government to provide.
To be alone as a woman,
when there is so much unknown.
Wondering when the end of the world comes,
Will I be all alone?
I’m not too proud to admit.
Sometimes I feel vulnerable as fuck.
Sometimes my whole system gets paralysed in overwhelm and I feel frozen and stuck.
I’ve done work in sovereignty,
On inner union and self love.
But at times like these I just really need a man hug.
Strong arms to surround me and hold me,
And tell me it's all going to be okay.
To have someone to lean on when it’s been a really hard day.
There’s some part of my animal body that knows this isn’t right.
Like I’m in this continual subtle sense of fight or flight.
Even just hearing a mans voice right now,
My body relaxes and gets soft.
Like there’s some subtle chemical hormones that know he’s got something I haven’t got.
I don’t care what the spiritual people say,
That I’m not meant to need a man.
That there must be more work to do,
because I’m feeling this way.
I’m not too proud to admit,
That sometimes I feel incomplete.
Making all my own decisions
It’s an exhausting feat.